me and d

tonight d and i were laying on the couch cuddling and he says to me, "i love you. more than you know. i'm sorry i don't tell you enough just how much you mean to me."  awh.... *sigh*  (he had been drinking all afternoon, but the message was nonetheless heartfelt and sincere.)  to which i replied, "it's ok, honey.  i tell you enough for the both of us."  we chuckled and enjoyed our time together until minishe climbed on d's back and exclaimed, "gittyup horsie!"  but i have had a few hours now to reflect on his words, and i have to admit, i don't hear those words enough from him and we stopped kissing goodnight years ago. but you know what?  i never have wondered how he feels about me.  i never have and i never will.